Im really sorry for today making you so stress and so angry and so hurt as well .
I'm a pussy guy who cannot decide on anything .
Sorry for that but i willing to change . To a guy who will decide on something straight away . Not being a pussy guy .
About the shirt stuff i say , im actually dont dare to say de . But i say before be honest . so ya , the moment i say i alr prepare that you might be unhappy . But i didn't mean anything bad . Serious . i also dont want to be like him or what . But it just seems like you keep say im just like 2nd him .
No matter what you say , i will not fall down and give up . i hope you know this . but it just really hurts that you say that to me . On that moment , i really just feel like playing mia straight .
But i can't .
Since you ask me make a decision .
And once I make , I hope you know I really really wont change or give up .
And ya again , i make a decision which you know .
No matter what happen , i will be here for you .
Unless you really really really hate me that much , i will prepare it even though i dont want .
Just want you to remember theres a guy who willing wait for you ohkay ?
xVINVIN <3 Princess J :D
26/02/2012 now you sitting beside me but ya . sorry , im dont want to make you angry sad stress hurt anymore . i know say is easy while doing is hard . buttt at least i'll try my best to do it ohkay ? lastly really sorry today and im a pussy .
I only want to tell you this . What lost also nevermind as long as you are safe and alrighy . Ohkay ? Dont be so guilty le . When you getting your so call new number ? I want to know ! :x
Haha . Now you should enjoy your swimming ? Relax yourself .
I love you (:
Sorry for the sms i send . I dont wanna spoil your mood . I can only say is Im very selfish ba . I wanted to post a long long de but seems like my phone is stopping me . 2 time auto shut down -.-
Maybe book out le post the longest de ba .
For the time being , go enjoy and dont think so much ba .
Vin love you .
I'm happy whenever you are with me . I cannot be your first but I can be your final one (:
Readed some of your posts , what I will say is like everyday stuff . Don't blame yourself . Be positive more ohkay ?
Hope you can find the ppl you missed .
Anything I can help just tell me haoma , princess ?
Haven even 1 day i alr thinking of booking out . I miss you . I want to see you .
Remember you say want give me some stuff de horrr .
Will post more later .
Takecare of yourself when im in camp . Love ya .
You asked me why I deleted my post . I just feel since im going to start a new year new chapter of my life . I want everything to be only full of you and mine stuff here .
I'm sorry you feel so insecure and so sad . But I do hope you trust me . Personally I also think the same as you . Not just relationship . Family friends all need to trust each other .
I asked you about your blog . Cos I just want to heard something related to me and you . But you only told me my confidence and song stuff so ya .
I know how you feel when you scare I treat you like a replacement . I wont say much about this cos I know actions will prove everything . So please dont feel that way le .
True everytime you say about that -guy- stuff den cry . I did feel sad and wanted to cry too . Maybe Im selfish cos I did hope you cry is cos of me . But well , I know you really love him . This is why I say I will wait no matter how long .
I know you might say I last min or I wont hold long , but you are wrong . I say I love you and I mean it .
I can tell you only one thing .
Vincent Chua is AWLAYS READY and there for you .
Of course I hope you are ready as fast as possible but I know this kind of thing cannot be rush de . Right ?
For the time being , I hope you are happy and dont keep stress about so many thing le . Guai guai ok ?
Princess , I hope my next few posts will have your happy pic smile on it ke yi ma ? I Love you :3
- V
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